Why Why Why

I don’t understand..
I don’t understand why you can said break then break..
I don’t understand why you can so fast forget our anything..
I don’t know what wrong with us..
I don’t understand you give me that promise you said forever also lie me ma?

Why heart pain just me only?
Why sad just me only?
Why cried just me only?
Why you break with me just me effort?
Why just me keep our memories?
Why you want keep said i lie u?
Why?

I hate it..
I hate why you can easy dump me away?
I hate why you can so fast forget me?
I hate why you cannot forever with me?

First time said break then said no second time..
But why still got many time?
I cried very long time..heart very pain..
Do you know that..
Dont know rite?
Heart really very pain..
What I did to deserve a boyfriend like u?

Why all that guy wont appreaciate girl?
If got appreaciate also wont 100% good..
Maybe that’s true..
Now i can do that just forget it..
I really don’t so fast have a new boyfriend first..
Because I don’t want other boy hurt me once again..
I really don’t want..
Please don’t ask me why..

Maybe alone will better..
But olso will feel like lonely..
No one can 100% understand before my feeling..
Got one only..yeah..my biao sao she can 100% know my feeling..
When i really need her..
She will beside of me..
I told her anything she will explain to me..
Love her so much..

Shopping girl

Today shopping again la..yeah..hang out with one month never see her that girl la..she is hamyu la..other girl is from sabah come back here..that girl is my cousin sister lo..around 10 something in the morning me and hamyu went to bus stop wait bus..because we need to by bus reach at kl sentral then walk to monorial station by train going to times square..reach there around 11am..then i call my cousin sister i told her you can come now because we reach there le..but she need to accompany her brother had a breakfirst and wait her brother fetch her going times square..then me and hamyu shopping first then go starbuck wait my cousin sister coming lo..but we wait her one hour something already she still at her brother shop..then i call her i said me and hamyu go low yat redbox first if u reach there u call me lo..then she 12am reach s.wang le..she call me go find her..then i faster go find her lo..she at s.wang colour shop wait me le..but u wait me awhile only nevermind d la..keke..

At redbox we was supper crazy..miss you all la..sing until 3pm then go back s.wang again lo..shoping shopping..after that we go in one shop i forget the name le...me and hamyu bought t-shirt i bought pink colour and she bought black colour..my cousin sister bought purse black colour wan..all nice nice la..then going starhill again..shopping awhile then pavilion again..i know my cousin sister wanna watch movie but i see she don’t know what movie can watch la..haha..

If im not think wrong around 5something we wanna go back le..then cousin sister call brother fetch her back lo...then left me and hamyu by monorail back to kl sentral..walao..monorail too many people la..dangerous la..hate it la..stand only cannot sit..u know im very tired..reach kl sentral already then saw hamyu bf at monorail station wait her le..but see them keep quarrel again la..haix..she left me again..then i by lrt again at taman bahagia stop then wait daddy fetch me then had a dinner with my family lo..walao..traffic jam again la..nevermind i just wait only la..then went to taman megah ming tin had a dinner lo..then finsh eating then go back lo..okie..stop here la..dont talk too much la..

I’ll update picture ya..

before i want choose this shirt for shopping..
but damn sexy so i dont want..

no without make up..

123 chick chak..

my guess bag..i love it..

pig..

everyone can see this picture got what special ma?

me and hamyu..this picture im look like fat girl la..

paiseh..paiseh..my room messy rite..

she was super crazy la..but this picture abit like fly..haha..

that time mic no battery so she just take control sing only..
haha..stupid la u..

our big la..because i call them give us big room..

what she looking for?

yeah..

my didi so cute..

peng and me..

mummy said this shirt nice wor..

Have a fun

Yeah!update again..just come back from my aunty house and at there have fun with my cousin sister and cousin brother..we reach there 9pm..then after awhile saw other cousin brother bring his girlfriend come also..yea..his girlfriend is model..she was very tall and thin le..jelous le..haha..then had a dinner at aunty house after our dinner then with my cousin walk to garden..then don’t know wat time go back aunty house..we all going upstairs have a fun at there..untill 10pm something we go back home le..see you all next time ba..

Nothing to update more..next time only update more la..

Upload picture..sorry maybe have some picture not very clear la..

is me..

again..

my little sister..

averlyn again la..

on the way..go back home..

wat happen my didi..he got problem la..

all sot sot d la..

^^

wow..not nice d pose la..

all something worng la..

Have a nice day

Hey,long time dint update le..today in the morning early woke up then go and bath after that make up..9.something my biao sao call me..she said han gor gor fetch us go pyramid..Wah..so good le..thank thank him ya..no need by bus with other friends..so went to pyramid 10 something reach there already..shopping with biao sao awhile then my friend call me go redbox find them lo..then fast fast walk there and meet them lo..

Then saw them already le..our time for sing k 11am-2am lo..then sing sing sing lo..suang la..walao..have 12 people go redbox wor..total price is rm124.20..nice..finish sing k then shopping again and bought something..then me,my biao sao,wei yi and hui ling went to wong kok had a lunch..i ate noodle soup with spare ribs preserved vegetable and drink royal shaker milk tea..nice nice..they all ate what i forget already le..paiseh paiseh..other friend go and ate mc donald..

We four people sitting there so long time already and chating lo..nevermind d la..after dont know what time they all come to find us..they all find us awhile then go back le..but we 7 something only back because wait han gor gor fetch us back ma..lazy by bus..haix..wait him so long because traffic jam la..lazy type too much la..

I’ll upload some picture..

my sweet sweet biao sao..

me..

haha..

play drum..damn tired la..

play with hui ling..aiyo..u lost d la..
haha..

mei yen,hui ling and me..

wow..biao sao take this picture like this..

my biao sao..


hui ling,mei yen,me and pei ling..

me and hui ling..

i play one time only..

four of us..

and hi ling..

What i want let you know

if i have been in love with you...

you will stay at my side?

if i was you care about...

will you wait for an i?

whether or not i have a non-existent...

you feel my left?

if i left you...

then you only can know my good...

About me

1.Hugged someone?
yes

2.Last time you ate?
chocolate

3.Cried in front of someone?
yes

4.Who makes you laugh the most?
emerson

5.The last movie I saw?
money not enough 2

6.The first person i talked to today was?
estelladyvan..my biao sao

7.What are you going to do when you grow up?
boss

8.My computer is?
dell

9.My School?
smk sri permata

10.What’s missing in my life?
bf

11.Am I honest?
mayb

12.Have I hurt others?
yea


13.Where do I want to go?
japan

14.What makes me sad?
someone broken my heart

15.Am I healthy?
of course

16.Where was the last place you went shopping?
pyramid

17.Where do you live?
sungai way

18.Last time you were kissed?
pyramid

19.Do you watch the Olympics?
yes

20.Last restaurant you went to?
shabu shabu

21.Who was the last person to call your phone?
estelladyvan

22.What is your favorite subject?
mathematic

23.Are you missing anyone at the moment?
yes

24.Favorite fast food restaurant?
mc Donald

25.so....what time is it?
12.40am

26.Can you speak any other languages?
yes..mandarin,cantonese,malay,english,hok kien,hak ka..

27How many pairs of shoes do you own?
10 pairs of shoes

28.How old are your parents?
daddy 43 years old..mummy 38 years old..


29.Are you taller than your mom?
erm..same height la..

30.Who broke your heart?
emerson

Happy

Happy times..

Happy times come

Happy times go

When you’re happy

Everyone is in the know

Through good of bad
Happy or sad

Happiness is the best-friend

I’ve never had.

Happy

Go ahead and make me sad

It’s okay if it makes you happy

Rip my heart out and stomp on it

It’s okay if it makes you happy

Pour salt inside these wounds

I’ll lick them clean if it makes you happy

Corrode my heart like an ancient ruin

I’ll live there forever if it makes you happy

I don’t care if it makes you happy

I don’t care if it makes you happy

I don’t care about myself just as long

As you’re always happy

I’ll survive all of this

As long as I know you’re always happy

Whatever makes you happy!

Whatever makes you happy!

Burn the photographs; forget about me

I’ll forget about me too, if it makes you happy

I’m so sorry if I ever hurt you

Baby you’re the only thing that makes me happy

I miss the dimple upon your chin

I just miss, being happy

I’m sorry for anything I’ve done

And I’m sorry I can’t make you happy

I just wish I could make you happy

It's my life

Hey,bloggie im here blog again..today going pyramid with fion and yi loong..10am mummy fetch me there and i want thank you mummy fetch me there..reach there aroud 10 something then going icon shop find li teng but she not coming yet..suan lo..find other friend she is my primary school friend lai shu juan..she pretty already le..then i was sitting there wait fion coming..

she reach there already then she call me going redbox..that time i quickly walk to rebox but she also not coming yet..wait wait and wait again..why so long then i call her..where are u?then she say coco banana..haha..i was there place wait you also..then saw yi loong and fion already..after that go sing k le..11am-2pm is our time for sing k..finish sing k go shopping lo..

we go icon shop find li teng already shopping again..aroud 5 somthing we go shabu shabu had a lunch..i ate yong chow fried rice and drink ice lemon tea..fion and yi loong ate steamboat and li teng ate tomyam...nice nice..then i call mummy 5.40 only fetch me back but daddy call me again say he reach pyramid already lo..walao..so fast la..reach home and take some picture first..bath and on9 again..today so fast back la..just now fion ask me want play snooker or not?i say okie but no more time play again le..next time ba..good luck to all spm candidates..

upload some picture..

my friend shop waiting fion coming so take picture first..hehe.

my sisiter and me..

take 1..

take 2..

What is love

When love has come

But soon is gone

It begs the question

Was it there

The love was lost

And never found

Lost without you

Lost without me

Lost into eternity

The love was just a figment

A figment of our minds

Something we could ponder

But never express

Was it love or just a feeling

Was it love or just healing

Healing from the hatred

The hatred of our hearts

Our past was deep and full of pain

We needed this to release the stain

For this I do not regret

The time with you that I had spent

Nothing special

Today going school teacher give us next yer text book..all take already then suddenly my friends say can go back already..walao..then i ask them u all never ask teacher ar..ya lo..if dont go back early need untill 1.10 only can go back..too late la..i dont want..hehe..i want go back early..after that we ponteng school go back lo..this gang naughty la..

Then i reach home already plan going out again with my uncle..we plan go for shopping at s.wang..yeah..reach there around 1 something then go mc donald bought my favourite sudae cone vanilla and go bought something what i like lo..secret la..hehe..mayb 19th i'll plan for shopping at s.wang also..see first ba..maybe pyramid also can..

Monday cannot with my gang go pyramid together already la..they all also change to 19th only hang out..nevermind la..still got fion and dont know still got who la..hehe..tired tired..want oi oi jor..nitezz..

update soon..

byeeeeeeee..

Letter to a man

My life

Hey,bloggie im here blog again..Tomorrow go back school again..long time dint see my friends miss you all ya..tororrow must go back school because need to get our next year text book..actually lazy go bek d..but my friend told me just one day can get only..hate my school la..

I really cannot wait until monday la..i wanna hang out with my gang especially my darling fion lur..long time dint hang out with you already lo..anyone remember call me go iron shop find li teng ar..dont worry la..i wont laugh how you wear the uniform la..is usual..

Now so late already need to sleep early if not scare tomorrow cannot wake up lo..haha..good night ba..muackzzZ..

Will update soon la..

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

A broken heart

We have all had are hearts broken at least once in our lives. There has been that one person that we have loved with all our heart and has not returned that love. When you wake up to that reality you feel like your world has shattered. You feel like you will never love that way again. He is all you think of and becomes your world.

You ask yourself why is this happening to me? Am I not good enough? What's wrong with me? Then, as time goes by, you get the answers to your questions. You begin to realize that it all happened for a reason. You realize the he is not the one for you.

The more you analyze the person you begin to see the differences. You realize that you don't know that person like you thought you did and they don't know you. Then comes the understanding that you deserve someone who will love, cherish, appreciate you and never take you for granted.

Once you reach this point, the pain of never having him starts to minimize. It becomes a learning experience. You learn more about yourself. You learn to recognize the qualities you do want in a person. You learn that you will love again and even stronger.

When two people love each other mutually and give to each other freely that love grows and matures. If it were not for the experience of our broken heart and those lessons we learned along the way we would not be the loving, understanding people we become.

All past hurts teach us and mold us in becoming better people, which give us the tools to create successful relationships. If you are experiencing a broken heart just remember even though you have been hurt and disappointed love will come again just HOPE!

Someone hurt me so deeply

I'll remember you guy how to treat me before but i promise wont cry for him anymore and dont think to much..i already try my best..someone broken my heart but i really just want to forget it..So many times i was alone and couldn't sleep..you left me drowning in the tears of memory..im learning from my biao sao that time what she told me..she say if dont believe how to walk with a guy who never trust myself..alright..she told me you explain so much to him also dont believe no need to talk so much lo..or maybe he plan out some shit to you for reason to break le..he say only..who know..yeah..so now he let you know he is a guy who terbalik babi perut ialah shit!you must thank him let you break with him early if not you step deep on him you more hurt!Dont listen on what he say and see him anymore la..you must learn to forget him and not to think and care about what he say anymore and dont cry for him!make him know you dont have him you never lose make him know he dump you is his lose..ok!This are we lady must learn on ourself..this all is my biao sao talk to me..and i really want to thank some people who cheer me up..that is my biao sao,fion,li teng and all my friends..love you all..muackzzZ..

I hope my mummy dont ask me this questions where your friends..because i dont want to explain so much to mummy la..that was a long time ago and very long story la..and i know my mummy before saw me crying then ask me what happen but i just keep dont want to tell her..at least i got tell her abit la..because she keep ask me then i feel betahan only tell her..hate you always ask me la..but i really love you before i couple with him you accept it..but now really not same like before le..it was different and people can dont believe it..nevermind la..dont talk this story again la..

Come on,let me talk about today what im going to do..sleep until 12 something only woke up..can rest more today..hehe..last night i finish working went ss2 had a dinner with family..wow..i eat curry mee because it was very nice and abc..yummy yummy..kaka..i got told my mummy before i really wan go to ss2 that want restaurant try try eat la..yeah..that want restaurant name is cave..do you know what reataurant is that?haha..inside very nice i think food and drink very expensive lo..then mummy say when free only go lo..okok..today just at home dint go anywhere because nobody can accompany with me today..wuwu..nevermind la..10th only go out again with all my friends la..i really cannot wait that time we can go out together..miss you all ya..

sorry this is my first post no picture to upload lo...i'll upload soon la..

will update more soon..

byeeeeeeeeeeee..